Sleepless in Florida

So my girlfriend and I ended, as well as 2009, and what little happiness I had. I'm not sure what to think anymore. I feel as if my life has turned inside out onto itself. Andrew has been supportive, but there's only so much he can do. Hope (one of my friends, no link available) has been on vacation, leaving me without any IRL friends to talk to (she's my only one left). You might say I'm turning emo or such. I dunno if I am. I've never been terribly happy. At least my music isn't shit. >_>. I'll write some more some other time. I'm too confused to write something coherent.